I haven't seen my friends In these past couple of weeks I haven't talked to them Or at least they haven't talked to me I haven't stepped outside without breaking a heavy sweat 'Cause the sun makes it hard to breathe And the people make it hard to forget That I'm all alone I'm rotting away at home I can't give anyone a call Without hoping they don't pick up at all What would I even say? I've been running out of ways to last a day And I've been wondering What they've been up to all this time 'Cause they've all got their own lives And who knows what I've been doing with mine Stuck here on my own Left here to piss and moan And I've got no one else to blame but me Who's the one that's got nowhere to else be I cherish all my friends Lord knows how I ever got them In the end, it's been real fun Sometimes great and sometimes lonesome What would I even say? I've been running out of chords to play They could meet new people, leave me behind But goddamn if we didn't have a good time The real joke's on them I was a huge waste of time in the end

oh, adelaide your hat’s too small you won’t block any sun that way oh, adelaide your hair’s too long you’re gonna trip and fall yeah you’re gonna trip on something and you’ll fall into a pit the likes of which you’ve never seen before to get out of this pit i’ll take a pair of shears and chop your hair off (chop, chop) oh, adelaide your phone’s turned off you wouldn’t have picked up anyway oh, adelaide you won’t pick up and now i’m really sad yeah now i’m really really really sad i’m in a pit the likes of which i’ve never seen before i’m so deep in this pit i wish that robbespierre would chop my head off (chop, chop) oh, adelaide we’re all grown up i couldn’t say what i’d want to say oh, adelaide your mind’s made up but maybe that’s okay

(you've got no hand. what?... shit... it's all over.) make sure that you're alright with who you are because you dont wannaget in t rouble with your nature it's alright for us to not feel what's just not meant to and it isnt any less special despite everything said and everything felt and everything in my mind i can feel this failure that is all i feel because i think everything’s well and i can feel this hatred oh how i wish that was the only thing i felt for you and all the stupid things are a damn drag i just don't know what to do i don't know what to feel you lost me you're a stranger and i wished you’d remember how i talked to you when things like this i lost all patience are you sure you have that cuz im running out and i dont wanna lose some friendship and i know i’ve lied because i know it’s not ok because we’re both some strangers and you don’t care you don’t care you don’t care you don’t care you don’t - when i thought i was safe, i thought i could find a course but it turns out that it’s all circles i thought it was okay turns out htat i’m not okay no i’m not okay, i dont know what to do. this can’t go on anymore no i’m not asking help, i am not faking. this is all real, this is not a cry. and i’m shouting in the dark, something not there -.------ but not on my god damn mind, i’m so far from this. i dont know what anymore nor what i wanted on the first place, maybe i was wanting anything but that’s a lie i know for sure that, there was something here, and now i’m not talking love, i search for something else something that was there, i’m not lying this time i never intended to, your mind is taking over mine. but what is there and what is surely had to do of course i don`t it has to be something you knew of course there is something - you were my friend you were my friend / strangers for sure we are not because we are still talking you appreciate me as much as i do and danger is what i used to feel but now i feel okay because i know despite i doubted you despite what i thought sorry is not always said not always felt but always there i cannot be and neither can you and that's obvious that's also fine only understand you're strong and you hurt me and i'm weak and i hurt you it's all our nature it's the root of everything i failed to realize that even if you did a long ago - you're strong and i'm weak, and that's completely fine but just this one time let me say sorry and thanks just this one time sorry and thank you. just this one time, just this one time just this one time, one time iara