(you've got no hand.
what?... shit... it's all over.)

make sure
that you're alright with who you are because you dont wannaget in t rouble with your
nature
it's alright for us to not feel what's just not meant to and it isnt any less
special
despite everything said and everything felt and everything in my mind i can feel this
failure
that is all i feel because i think everything’s well and i can feel this
hatred
oh how i wish that was the only thing i felt for you and all the stupid things are a
damn drag
i just don't know what to do i don't know what to feel you lost me you're a
stranger
and i wished you’d remember how i talked to you when things like this i lost all
patience
are you sure you have that cuz im running out and i dont wanna lose some
friendship
and i know i’ve lied because i know it’s not ok because we’re both some
strangers
and you don’t care you don’t care you don’t care you don’t care you don’t


-

when i thought i was safe, i thought i could find a course
but it turns out that it’s all circles i thought it was okay
turns out htat i’m not okay
no i’m not okay, i dont know what to do. this can’t go on anymore
no i’m not asking help, i am not faking. this is all real, this is not a cry.

and i’m shouting in the dark, something not there -.------
but not on my god damn mind, i’m so far from this. i dont know what anymore
nor what i wanted on the first place, maybe i was wanting anything but that’s a lie
i know for sure that, there was something here, and now i’m not talking love, i search for something else
something that was there, i’m not lying this time
i never intended to, your mind is taking over mine.
but what is there and what is surely had to do
of course i don`t
it has to be something you knew
of course there is something

-

you were my friend
you were my friend
/
strangers
for sure we are not because we are still talking you appreciate me as much as i do
and danger
is what i used to feel but now i feel okay because i know despite
i doubted you
despite what i thought sorry is not always said not always felt
but always there
i cannot be and neither can you and that's obvious that's also fine
only understand
you're strong and you hurt me and i'm weak and i hurt you it's all our
nature
it's the root of everything i failed to realize that even if
you did
a long ago

-

you're strong and i'm weak, and that's completely fine
but just this one time
let me say sorry
and thanks

just this one time
sorry and thank you.

just this one time, just this one time
just this one time, one time

iara